Did You?

Did you ever see me as me before?
See me bash someone up with words
See me work hard
Just wishing a day goes as plan

Did you ever hear me as me before?
Hear me say ‘I hate being here’
Hear me slamming the door
Just wanting some understanding

Did you ever feel me as me before?
Feel the stress I’m going through
Feel me screaming like no tomorrow
Just to get everything out of my chest

Did you ever feel disappointed with me as me before?
Seeing me going against your wishes
Hear me say words that break your heart
Feel me when I write this
Just need you to know

I may not a fillial daughter
I may not like everything about this family
I may not understand you like you do
But I'm just wanting to grow out of everything