I started writing blog hoping I can express myself better
Write about my feelings, me and my friends, and my love and hate
But I couldn't be writing something about my hate cause
It's not THAT private anymore
I love to know that people whom I care about knows how I feel
But at the time, it isn't that comfortable to write about people that I don't like
which I know they will be reading
I'm not afraid to be offensive because I'm only writing from my point of view
if you don't like it, you're free to click the 'x'
But I'm afraid of ruining what we had
I had changed my blog several time because of the privacy issue
Seriously if you're reading this, you would be thinking "WTF is she talking about? Don't have a blog if you DON'T want people to read it"
Very true I must say, but it's because I hate how my writing looks like
That's why I used the aWESomeness of technology
I've decided to not post anymore diary entries
But only post my fiction and random stats
Friday, December 10, 2010
Friday, December 3, 2010
First Week of Independence
Been having quite a week of freedom with my parents out of town *ha! been wanting to say that*
The bad thing about the whole week was I was LOCKED IN! T_T for 5 hours!
I had to skip morning classes that day and i think you all know what I did XD *previous post*
Went for the afternoon class and my class rep(Mr. New) *yes! his surname is very unique* promised to treat me Tiramisu from Dome! ^^
Me love him for that! XD guess it's true when they say "God will always open a window when for you when he closes the door"
'Nough of the sad part, now the HAPPY part!
Jajang! ^^
My classmates and I went for Tutti Frutti! It was aWESome! ^^
I really love it <3
After that, we had lunch at Strait Quay Mall! ^^
It was an awesome place! I really love the whole concept and scenery there!
Truly a fairy tale! <3
All ready for Christmas! ^^ Joy to the World!
We also had awesome lunch at Blue Reef! ^^
The wild mushroom soup was aWESome! The fish and chips was a little dry but I still love it! ^^ the chips was yums~ XD
I went to Starbucks on Wednesday to use the wifi access cause my aunt's place didn't have internet access
Was really stressed up that day and I guess I could say I'm annoyed somehow cause of the SLOW connection
Oh! I eavesdropped on 2korean ajusshi XD they were talking about someone's family and places in Penang XD HA! privilege of knowing bits and pieces of Koreans
Genie came over and we sat around before deciding to go for movie
We watched Rapunzel! ^^ but because the timing problem, we went for 3D
Bad news for those who wear glasses, BAD IDEA of watching 3D
My eyes were tired and I get dizzy watching it! and worst of all! the glasses is too big!
It doesn't fit nicely onto the back of my ears! =(
Still, I would sum up that I had a pretty good week ^^
Let's hope the weekend will be BETTER!
And the next week will be GREAT! ^^V
The bad thing about the whole week was I was LOCKED IN! T_T for 5 hours!
I had to skip morning classes that day and i think you all know what I did XD *previous post*
Went for the afternoon class and my class rep(Mr. New) *yes! his surname is very unique* promised to treat me Tiramisu from Dome! ^^
Me love him for that! XD guess it's true when they say "God will always open a window when for you when he closes the door"
'Nough of the sad part, now the HAPPY part!
Jajang! ^^
My classmates and I went for Tutti Frutti! It was aWESome! ^^
I really love it <3
After that, we had lunch at Strait Quay Mall! ^^
It was an awesome place! I really love the whole concept and scenery there!
Truly a fairy tale! <3
All ready for Christmas! ^^ Joy to the World!
We also had awesome lunch at Blue Reef! ^^
The wild mushroom soup was aWESome! The fish and chips was a little dry but I still love it! ^^ the chips was yums~ XD
I went to Starbucks on Wednesday to use the wifi access cause my aunt's place didn't have internet access
Was really stressed up that day and I guess I could say I'm annoyed somehow cause of the SLOW connection
Oh! I eavesdropped on 2korean ajusshi XD they were talking about someone's family and places in Penang XD HA! privilege of knowing bits and pieces of Koreans
Genie came over and we sat around before deciding to go for movie
We watched Rapunzel! ^^ but because the timing problem, we went for 3D
Bad news for those who wear glasses, BAD IDEA of watching 3D
My eyes were tired and I get dizzy watching it! and worst of all! the glasses is too big!
It doesn't fit nicely onto the back of my ears! =(
Still, I would sum up that I had a pretty good week ^^
Let's hope the weekend will be BETTER!
And the next week will be GREAT! ^^V
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
My First Vlog ^^
Hi! ^^ This is my first vlog! Firstly i would like to appologize for the not very clear quality I'm sorry about the messed ups I did too XD But still I hope you enjoy it
Thursday, November 25, 2010
What I Want To Do When I have A Lover
The first, kissing him in the street
The second, catching the early train for Chooncheon with him
The third, going on a picnic with him
The fourth, the piggy back ride
The fifth, couple-ring is basic to our love
The sixth, I'll go to late night movies with you
The seventh, I'll go to amusement parks with you
The eighth, I'll hold a surprise event for you
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this is actually lyrics of a song that I personally love.
G.Na feat. Rain - What I Want To Do When I have A Lover
Sunday, November 21, 2010
The Choice
As I stand at the entrance of the boarding hall looking at his broad shoulder that I longed to hug. Just to hold him tight and maybe he’ll realize it was all a mistake. But he knows for sure that he isn’t going to regret and walked in, without looking back. He never knew how much he changed my life, how much he changed me. And I hate him for that. How could he possibly just break the protective walls that I’d built over the years so easily, changed this girl into someone that others can barely recognize anymore and then just leave her like she didn’t mean anything? He choose career over love.
I was nine when I remembered I sat outside the boarding hall, hugging tightly onto my teddy bear, waiting for mum and dad to pick me up. But as I wait, and see more and more people come and go from the hall, I never saw them. I didn’t move like how they asked me not to and wait for them. I did. Until, I was so sure they weren’t coming back no more and I followed a big guy in his blue uniform, to some counter. Before I knew it, I was sent to a children’s home with other kids. Didn’t really talk much when I first arrived, because a little part of me still hoped that my parents would come take me home and not left me at some place where all abandoned children go. Yes! I said abandoned. The nun there, Sister Chrissy was worried, I had some kind of psychological problem because of my silence and I don’t smile. I guess I lost both when I start building the wall and didn’t want anyone to see right through me. I was afraid that when the moment I let someone in, they would leave me and go. It happens. My grandparents, my parents. But soon I realized, I was just as abandoned as they were but they chose to look on the brighter side.
I remained that way until I met him. He would visit the home once in a while with his parents and played with the children. He walked up to me and took my hand without asking, and took me to the playground to join in their game of hide and seek. I played with the other kids for the first time and I laughed at some silly joke he would tell about his friends at school. From that day, I would look forward to his visits. I started opening up to people and shared more of me with them. Of course I shared most of everything with him. I even shared my first kiss with him when he invited me to be his plus one for his school prom. We would go out on dates on random nights and when he came back towards the weekend from college.
I thought we were something else. Something better. But I was proved wrong again. We were eating ice cream when he broke the news. He chose to go University of London to realize his dream of writing. His passion for writing was never ending. He’d always read me stories that he wrote which were some inspired by us. The meaning of him going meant leaving me. I can see the excitement printed on his face and it made me wonder if he thought of me when he decided. I should have known better than to be committed to a guy who would never stay. At this age of 20.
And I looked again at his back at the entrance of the boarding hall, it took me back to my parents. Did they too chose their career and dream instead of love? Did they left it all including me just to realized their dream? So, did they make it happen after 11 years? Was it worth then? Is it worth now? They say when a girl falls in love, she gives him all of her heart and when they fall, she would always get her heart back as whole; but when a guy falls in love, he only gives half of his heart but when they fall, he would lose the other half of his heart all together. I know then that if a guy who placed me after his business, he will not be the guy who would love me like the phrase said and he’s not worth my tear and time. It was his choice to leave and it was my choice to leave it all in pieces.
I was nine when I remembered I sat outside the boarding hall, hugging tightly onto my teddy bear, waiting for mum and dad to pick me up. But as I wait, and see more and more people come and go from the hall, I never saw them. I didn’t move like how they asked me not to and wait for them. I did. Until, I was so sure they weren’t coming back no more and I followed a big guy in his blue uniform, to some counter. Before I knew it, I was sent to a children’s home with other kids. Didn’t really talk much when I first arrived, because a little part of me still hoped that my parents would come take me home and not left me at some place where all abandoned children go. Yes! I said abandoned. The nun there, Sister Chrissy was worried, I had some kind of psychological problem because of my silence and I don’t smile. I guess I lost both when I start building the wall and didn’t want anyone to see right through me. I was afraid that when the moment I let someone in, they would leave me and go. It happens. My grandparents, my parents. But soon I realized, I was just as abandoned as they were but they chose to look on the brighter side.
I remained that way until I met him. He would visit the home once in a while with his parents and played with the children. He walked up to me and took my hand without asking, and took me to the playground to join in their game of hide and seek. I played with the other kids for the first time and I laughed at some silly joke he would tell about his friends at school. From that day, I would look forward to his visits. I started opening up to people and shared more of me with them. Of course I shared most of everything with him. I even shared my first kiss with him when he invited me to be his plus one for his school prom. We would go out on dates on random nights and when he came back towards the weekend from college.
I thought we were something else. Something better. But I was proved wrong again. We were eating ice cream when he broke the news. He chose to go University of London to realize his dream of writing. His passion for writing was never ending. He’d always read me stories that he wrote which were some inspired by us. The meaning of him going meant leaving me. I can see the excitement printed on his face and it made me wonder if he thought of me when he decided. I should have known better than to be committed to a guy who would never stay. At this age of 20.
And I looked again at his back at the entrance of the boarding hall, it took me back to my parents. Did they too chose their career and dream instead of love? Did they left it all including me just to realized their dream? So, did they make it happen after 11 years? Was it worth then? Is it worth now? They say when a girl falls in love, she gives him all of her heart and when they fall, she would always get her heart back as whole; but when a guy falls in love, he only gives half of his heart but when they fall, he would lose the other half of his heart all together. I know then that if a guy who placed me after his business, he will not be the guy who would love me like the phrase said and he’s not worth my tear and time. It was his choice to leave and it was my choice to leave it all in pieces.
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1
Watched this twice! It wasn't that good but I have to say that it's the best Harry Potter movie I've seen after Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone. I ALWAYS have something to complain about the other series because I've read the book and I ALWAYS think that the movie missed the best part of the novel.
Instead, I think the writer and producer made used of the best part of the novel and changed it into something hilarious or something better!
Which I would give a thumbs up to that. And I love the setting of this movie.
So many beautiful places that they went to shoot this.
I was quite disappointed at some point of the movie because I thought it was too short. I think the duel they had could be longer and more exciting. But I guess they need to keep it at 2hour plus movie so the audience don't get bored. Still thumb up!
I'm all pumped up for Part 2! because this is where ALL the real adventure starts!
And of course I'm most definitely waiting for after 16years later story!
Whoever who read the book would know what I mean ^^
And oh! I do have something to complain. Tom Felton didn't get enough parts in the movie! He barely had a 10min screen time!
But then again, his parts in the book, wasn't that much either, so *shrugs* I guess it's forgiven then.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
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