Every time we argue of the same issue all over again, I find myself refraining from telling you how I really feel. So much so that I start hating myself, up to a point where I can no longer breathe. I hate myself for holding on to you when I know your heart is far away and I hate myself for not being able to leave you. Even at this moment, I still hesitate because of you.
I want to cry and end things so I can be free of this heartache; so i can be more selfish when it comes to love but I couldn't do that because it's you. I want to tell you to start living and leave all the pain to me ut I couldn't because it;s you.