When it feels hard to breathe, when it feels difficult to hold on, Take a step back and smile

The pain in one's heart is difficult to heal but one can change its mindset
One needs to be sad in order to understand what others are feeling

- Aizawa, Code Blue (2011)

No Promises

There was never a promise life would be easy.
There was never a promise love would be blissful.
There was never a promise heart would not be broken.
There was never a promise you will remain mine.

Understanding everything that was stated.
Knowing everything that was obvious.
But learning everything from the start.

It is never easy.
It is never always blissful.
It will sometimes be broken.
A time where fear comes over, to the state of losing you.

Tell me things will be okay.
Tell me you love me.
Tell me you'll protect my fragile heart.
But can never tell me forever.

But maybe when time brings me through the learning process of life, love and feelings, just when I least expect it.
You'll turn out to be the one I am waiting for all along.

That's when I know for sure, you'll be mine.

2-in-1

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I got distracted from my journal readings =p
Did 2 covers~ Just because =)
Jesse McCartney's Tell Her and Marie Digby's Say It Again
Jesse McCartney is ❤ 'nuf said... changed the lyrics a little ^^
I love Marie Digby! and this song brings back sweet memories from WongFu's wedding video for their friends ❤

I hope you enjoy the videos and sorry if I suck *peace* ^^V

Never Leave You

Always close your eyes to see
You know what I am saying I love you always
Stretch out your hand so you can be reached
I'll be here always yours

I never leave you
I never leave you
Only one person in my heart filled with
I never leave you baby
I never leave you
My people it's a right
Right in my arms

Wanted to say I love you I love you.
Born into this world you'll meet

I never leave you ~

I never leave you
I never leave you
I'll love anyone as much as the coveted
I never leave you baby
I never leave you
The world enough to know everything
I'll love you



I don't need you to say much
I just need you to hold me close
Let me cry my heart out

I don't need you to do much
I just need you to be there
Let me know you're always here

I do I do miss you
I do I do love you
I do I do need you
I do I do thank you

For everything ❤

I want a library full of our stories, a ship to keep our memories afloat

Seeing how happy Caca is with Jesse makes me happy!
Seeing how excited Caca is bout meeting Jesse makes me jealous!

I want to fly over to Singapore and meet him
Then give him a big hug like I promised to
I want to fly over to Singapore and meet him
Then take photos of places that I've been to with him
I want to fly over to Singapore and meet him
Just to tell him how much I miss him

But I'm tied down with assignments and thesis to finish. Even during semester break!
This is brain torturing! T____T
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He mentioned about coming back to work and I asked him not to
I don't regret asking him not to because I know what Singapore can offer
Greater knowledge and experiences. Something I'm pretty sure you cannot get from Malaysia, what more Penang?!
And of course, the pay is another thing
From what he'd told me, I feel that Singapore appreciates what he does
And can offer him so much more
I will hate myself if he let that all go because of me.
Though I don't deny that I really want him to come back so we can spend more time together
But that will be very selfish of me, if I do.

I really hope he can find a job that he likes
Then it wouldn't feel so stressful just thinking about going to work
Maybe I'm too naive >.<"
Just want him to know, no matter what he decides to do
I'll always be there for him ❤

The Art in My Heart

I used to write fairy tales
Sweet love stories
Heartfelt stories
Like everything is meant to be

I used to write poems
Naive love poems
Crazy study poems
Like everything is just fun

I used to sing songs
Love songs
Heart breaking songs
Like these didn't mean anything

Now,
I can only write stories about the fearful reality
I can only write poems about the doubts
and I cannot only sing without feeling anything for it

100th Day

❤ 사랑은... *love is...*






counting the days to meet him once more




waiting for longing hugs =)



and sweet kisses =)



play pretend that you're here with me... always ❤




telling you how much I love you




sometimes too stubborn to admit that you're wrong *but he's always the one who puts up with me*




falling asleep thinking about you; waking up to you



just wanting you to be here when I needed you most



a love permit ❤

credits: HJ Story
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There is this Korean artist who is actually just compiling a collection cellphone photo SMS's he sent to his girlfriend who eventually became his wife! So Sweet rite?! I love the pictures he drew for her! So much LOVE!!!! So, I decide to share a few with y'all!

Today is our 100th Day! =)my heart swells with love and pride from loving you. I'm one lucky girl to have you with me. I'll be looking forward towards our 1000th, 10000th, 100000th, ... day! I love you!