Seeing how happy Caca is with Jesse makes me happy!
Seeing how excited Caca is bout meeting Jesse makes me jealous!
I want to fly over to Singapore and meet him
Then give him a big hug like I promised to
I want to fly over to Singapore and meet him
Then take photos of places that I've been to with him
I want to fly over to Singapore and meet him
Just to tell him how much I miss him
But I'm tied down with assignments and thesis to finish. Even during semester break!
This is brain torturing! T____T
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He mentioned about coming back to work and I asked him not to
I don't regret asking him not to because I know what Singapore can offer
Greater knowledge and experiences. Something I'm pretty sure you cannot get from Malaysia, what more Penang?!
And of course, the pay is another thing
From what he'd told me, I feel that Singapore appreciates what he does
And can offer him so much more
I will hate myself if he let that all go because of me.
Though I don't deny that I really want him to come back so we can spend more time together
But that will be very selfish of me, if I do.
I really hope he can find a job that he likes
Then it wouldn't feel so stressful just thinking about going to work
Maybe I'm too naive >.<"
Just want him to know, no matter what he decides to do
I'll always be there for him ❤
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