Forget Me Now

I think I'm slowly forgetting about you now
and time to time, I even smile
when a bit more time passes and we meet again
I think I'll just be happy to see you

In such a sentimental feeling, I look through your pictures
One by one
perhaps because you're not like me
you'd still be hurt by me

* Forget me now
I feel foolish leaving you
you'd better not be happy

** Forget me now
Why is everything so black for me now?
I'm worried that you're happy without me
Still~

I still haven't been able to forget everything
Because I'm worrying over you
The memory of being left (the painful memory)
Is left behind in my heart and maybe you'll cry like me

* repeat

** repeat

Let there be lonely days only for me
my love is still in your heart somewhere
for the last time would you do it for me?
Please forget about me now

Forget me now, now everything
while I haven't forgotten about you, I'm trying to be happy
for me (So I can be happy)

Leave me now
my love, while we still feel love for each other
Leave so that it won't be any harder for us.
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A song by Gummy, Forget Me Now... it's a soundtrack from A Moment To Remember
I've been in love with this song for 2years! but I can't seem to find the title of this song because I heard it from a cover by Super Junior K.R.Y
Love it to bits!

Sekian, Terima Kasih

Selama dua hari ini, saya dapat memperhatikan bagaimana orang yang mempunyai karakter yang berbeza melaksanakan tugas mereka. Tetapi, siapalah saya untuk mengutuk baik atau yang tidak tentang mereka?

Pada hari pertama, saya dan rakan-rakan saya bertolak sebelum subuh dan pulang ke rumah selepas matahari terbenam. Penatnya~ tetapi, ia merupakan hari yang gembira kerana kita dapat bergembira dengan peserta-peserta yang menyertai pertandingan kita. Selain itu, setengah daripada apa yang harus dilakukan, telah dilaksanakan dengan berjaya! ^^V

Hari kedua pula(hari ini), keadaan amatlah kacau-bilau disebabkan orang yang tidak tahu menukar pemikiran mereka ketika krisis berlaku. Padahal, hanya tunggu dan melihat apabila hujan mula turun. Bagaikan orang-orang, mereka berdiri dan menunggu, tidaklah ku tahu apa yang ditunggukan mereka. Arahan-arahan telah diberi tetapi diendahkan juga. Tahukah anda semua bahawa, biarpun anda tunggu dan lihat, tiada apa-apa yang akan terjadi sekiranya anda bertindak? Meluat rasanya melihat mereka buat muka sombong apabila diterima arahan. Benci juga rasanya, mendengar bahawa mereka tiada rasa hormat dan tanggungjawab kepada kedua-dua pensyarah dan senior. Saya dan rakan-rakan sekalian sibuk menjalankan tanggungjawab masing-masing dengan harapan adanya bantuan daripada mereka. Sebaliknya, walaupun disuruh sama sekali pun, mereka buat tak endah. Patutkah seorang yang berpelajaran berbuat demikian? Yang tidak berpelajaran pun tahu akan tanggungjawab dan yang betul dan salah. Tetapi apabila seorang yang berpelajaran tidak tahu, ini adalah sesuatu perkara yang amat memalukan.

Selepas acara kita tamat, mereka telah menyusun semula pelan lantai dengan cara yang amat buruk. Patutkah mereka, meletakkan pentas ditengah-tengah jalan. Setiap murid akan melalui jalan itu dan mereka akan bermain dengan pentas itu. Jika ada kerosakkan yang berlaku, walaupun tahu tidak, mereka perlu membayar kos pembaikian kepada pihak sekolah dan reputasi mereka akan terjejas. Selain itu, saya rasa mereka telah membuat sesuatu tanpa atur. Patutkah anda membiar ahli kumpulan anda makan didepan gerai anda apabila orang ramai lalu? Mereka juga tidak menghiraukan sponsor-sponsor yang membuka gerai di acara mereka bagaikan mereka tidak wujud. Mereka juga membuka gerai 'body art' didepan gerai permainan yang agak lasak. Saya tidak tahu adakah mereka terlalu kreatif ataupun tidak menggunakkan logik.

Sedih ku melihat acara yang dinanti-nantikan setiap tahun di sekolah ini, dibinasakan oleh mereka. Tiada seorangpun yang mengetahui tentang acara sedang berlangsung dan tidak ramai orang yang mengunjungi gerai-gerai mereka. Walaubagaimanapun, saya berasa bangga dengan acara-acara yang berlangsung pada tahun lepas kerana kami mendapat hasil yang lebih baik daripada disangkakan.

Saya ingin mengakhiri 'karangan' saya dengan satu peribahasa. 'Yang kita kejar tak dapat, yang kita kendong pula berciciran'

Sekian ^^V

어렵다, 피곤해

May God give me the strength to go through the wind and rain
because the whole conspiracy and controversy is wearying me out
filled with lies and pretentious

What's the problem?

Before you start reading, please note that this will probably hurt your feelings, so kindly click the 'x' while you still can. XD

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What's the problem?

We're like water and oil where the both of us just could blend in
We're like fire and oil where neither of us wants to give in!

We just couldn't stand being in the same room as each other because we knew when the talking starts, it's never going to end!
Because we just couldn't come to a decision!
We're trying really hard by compromising and sharing but at the end, you call us 'selfish'
We're trying really hard by rushing to meet deadlines but at the end, you pull us back to the starting point
We're trying really hard by looking for sponsor to make OUR event look grand, you say we're money face
You just made us seem like Hell while you're Heaven, when clearly you have horns hidden under the halo
Not to forget, you made us look really bad in front of the juniors!
How are they going to look at us in the future? 'Look! those snobbish seniors who think they are all that' < I'm not surprised if I overheard someone saying that

Let me set this problems in an orderly manner.

1) TIME. I wonder if your dictionary have the word 'punctuality'. We have a deadline to rush yet you're taking it slow because you think that we charge aimlessly at the dates when you're the one who sets the date

2) PUBLICITY. I wonder if your dictionary is that old to not have the word 'publicity' in it. Do you even know what it means? It means CREATING AWARENESS! which you WANTED! Do you think you can create awareness in one day? Do you even think students care about Going Green when they have the Odyssey Night going on?

3) CONCLUSION. I wonder if you'll ever make up your mind. First you say 'yes' then you say 'no' then 'yes' then 'no'. So what's your conclusion? Do you do this when it comes to making decision of marriage with your boyfriend? Because if you do, I'm going to trash your wedding with Katy Perry's Hot and Cold.

4) FUN. This is the only time where students can actually have fun in their assignment but you just dropped the bomb into their excitement but telling them 'I'm the boss. You listen to what I say' If it is as you said that our past PR Fair is meaningless, at least we had FUN! Besides that, we learn a lot from it. From budgeting, to venue decision, compromising, sharing, crisis management and so on. Just because you never had fun, doesn't mean you can restrict us from having FUN!

5) CAMPAIGNS. Just to let you know, WE HAD MEANINGFUL CAMPAIGNS! Some of the groups did FUND RAISING CAMPAIGN. Whereas, some other groups did daring events and it was a big success that we're proud of. You are right! We're doing these for our coursework marks but this is a TRADITION of us PR Students to have it! Even if it's not included in our coursework marks in the future, we may still continue the tradition because we ENJOY doing it (scratch that) You killed the enjoyment.

Please do not judge a book by its cover! You don't know us that well because you were prejudice against us! So, you're in no position to judge us just because you're a lecturer. And, we're not that impressed with your Masters. So, don't come showing off like you're the ONLY one with a Masters in this college. Shame on you from self praising.

Thank you! XD

26 June Marks The Calendar

It's not my birthday (no), It's not my beloved's birthday (no), It's not the day I got my first kiss (no)... It's my CONVOCATION! ^^

In purple robes and mortar board, I'm one happy girl!
Wingardium Leviosa! And guess what? The sorting hat says I'm in Ravenclaw *inside joke*
Went there sharp at 12, walked to SOT to meet up with TP, Milo, Suzzane and Sotong!
Chit chatted with them and got updates about everyone's life...
we look pretty much clueless on where to register ourselves until we thought we should go walk and find a better place to stand XD
After registering, got my number (33) which is also my house address number! ^^ what coincidence
we then put on our robes and mortar board...
boy is the place crowded @_@ people EVERYWHERE!
we then lined up, and 'marched' into CA (it still feels warm even after going in)
The whole giving the scroll ceremony was pretty fast, before we knew it, we had to line up to go up stage
PR people will always be PR people, we always find amusing things to do to entertain ourselves XD
we played with the empty scroll container by making a sound wave with it... XD
caught us all laughing as hell and then we settled down just in case someone comes up and scold us... LOL
I played race car during the DBU price giving and I saw AikBu! we waved like it's a hundred years since we met
After the whole thing, we had to sing Negaraku! A song I have not sung after leaving school! Was really enjoying it though XD
Just as we step out of the hall, damn it's HOT! like crazy hot weh! started sweating like a fish! LOL
I got irritated because of the sea of people and the pushing @_@
Oh! I got my first photo taken with friend was AikBu! ^^
I wanted to give up and go home but decided to try my luck again...
Took pic with my parents with the help of Kaka (Athena's team leader)
He took a GREAT PHOTO of US! XD must give him alot of credit... regretted didn't take pic with him though =( cause he look so handsome in formal wear ^^
Then jumped into the sea once again, took pic with Yvonne and Vayshna! ^^
And walked up to CA to find the familiar faces again!
Took LOTS of photos with them, my M56!
What makes me happy is getting to take pic with my former 'boss', Jensen XD
He was like 'help me take pic with my PA' *hands camera to kelley* ROFL!
I must say this, Daisy and Cindy have HOT brothers! XD but look a little elderly to be their younger bro... XD

I've said this before and I'm going to say this again...

CONGRATULATIONS CLASS OF 2010! WE DID IT!

My Soul Mate

A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you forever, no matter what. They say that nothing last forever, but I am a firm believer in the fact that for some, love lives even after we're gone.

credit: P.S. I Love You by Cecilia Ahern & Kurt Halsey
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I'm waiting for a guy who can change me into the person who will say this with confident and have no doubts about it

That Girl

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen.
I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers.
I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy.
I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant.
I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk.
I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead.
I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of.
I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.
I’m the girl who cries herself to sleep at night thinking of you, when i know I’m the last thing on your mind.

Naega ee yeoja imnida...

credit: ilivetolaugh
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I'm the guy who prefers certainty instead of excuses
I'm the guy who would rather stay in on a Friday night than hanging out with my buddies
I'm the guy who wouldn't make you wait, but would do anything to make you happy
I'm the guy who would go the extra mile for you than walking to the nearest mamak stall for football
I'm the guy who would rather apologize than lose you over silly arguements
I'm the guy who rather stay up all night knowing you're safe back at home than being out drinking with my buddies
I'm the guy who would tell my buddies 'that's my girl' just because
I'm the guy who would give up the world to see you smile
I'm the guy who will love you more than anyone can possible dream of

this is my reply =)