2012 seemed like a hell of a ride. The ups and downs, the challenges and thrills and definitely, another test from God.
1) Meeting love's parents was nerves!! All butterflies... The exact emotions that I felt before sitting for an exam, the exact emotions that I felt when we first went on a date
2) Meeting YouTube stars that had brought me and love together! WONG FU 4 LYFE!! Not to mention me got hugs from two hotties, Philip Wang and Wesley Chan, though Ted Fu wasn't there, this gave me a good reason to go meet them again in their next Asia Tour! <3 p="p">
3) Getting into one of the biggest fight with love that left a deep ugly scar but I'm glad we both gave each other a second chance. Through this as well, I finally burst. I had never pour feelings into words before and after this, it made me so. Either I change from bad to worst or bad to good, you decide *wink*
4) Going to Singapore for a number of time! Finally got permission to go Singapore alone to meet love! He brought me to places and created memories that will forever be embedded in my heart.
5) Going to Perhentian Island with love and his friends. My first beach holiday!! I am no swimmer but had also wanted a beach holiday! Ironic right? But seriously couldn't care less because I got to go with love! Had my first snorkeling session with love guiding me in his 'home', the sea. Though he got ill during the trip, I'm still happy that I went with him.
6) Saying hello with the land of sexy accent, Britain! Was there for my 3months summer degree program. I am thankful for the opportunity given and the experience was beyond words. I've been lonely, never had trouble with it until I was in Sheffield. Probably the home sick part kicked in, I got miserable. I depended a lot on love because friends were busy with their own stuff. This experience taught me a lot and showed me who my real friends are. Vayshna and PhaikIm showered me with all the love they can give and I can never ask for more. When I was down, they were there for me. Met a bunch of new friends and for the first time, spent most of my time in the library! It was an awesome library experience because Malaysia uni, doesn't provide me so =( Slowly, the feeling of loneliness doesn't feel so bad after getting the hang of the place.
7) First birthday abroad! Without friends and family, it was dull. Having love singing me Happy Birthday, I cried because I really wished he was here and he was the only one who sang me birthday song that day. Then, receiving great love from Vayshna all the way from Penang, really made me teared. Was having a tough time and her card really cheered me up.
8) Exploring places I have never thought of going. Been to Lisbon, Barcelona, Santorini, Athens, Rome, Pisa, Venice, Zurich, Berlin, Paris and London., Got into a big fight with fellow backpackers and our relationship turned sour. I cannot say that it was a great holiday, but I can say it was a great experience. I still wish to go back to these beautiful places one day with love. Because nothing is ever enough.
9) Finding a job. Been on job hunting even from the start of my Europe trip. Landed on a job that I was skeptical about. But my friends and love have been encouraging me and I was happy to have landed on this job.
2012 had put a test on my relationship with friends and love, it was tough but I'm glad I made it through with family. I hope 2013 will bring me wisdom and more learning experience, to be a stronger individual and achieving more.
Thank you, 2012
